i had to get up by 9:15 this morning.. couldn't sleep in on my day off.. cause i had to take my bf's mom's dog to the groomer. it wasn't that big of a deal, but i really like my sleep lol. then i went to eat with my mom, which turned into an afternoon adventure. we went to a new hair salon so i could get a trim. they had no menus or price list or anything posted of the sort. so afterwards she's like "it's $30 for your cut" she didn't dry my hair, she didn't even take scissors to it. she just used a razor to take off about an inch & added a little more "flow" to it.. & it cost me $30. i'm not going back to that place, i don't care how nice she was. but anyways, after that, we went to the mall & i got some plugs. (i was at 4g) i was excited until i got home & they just slid ride in. i could have been at 0g, but no, i bought the 2g & wasted $20. oh well, that will teach me to use ebay more often. i could have gotten 4 pairs of cute plugs/tunnels/whatever for that same price. they're cute, but i doubt my boss will like them.

so.. tomorrow at work we will be having an hour & 1/2 lunch because we're celebrating emmy's 2 year anniversary with the company. woo hoo. i'm just happy that the time is elotted for just lunch, no appointments. i wonder what we will be having for lunch.. my boss's husband is a damn good cook (she lets us sample her leftovers lol) & i hope he cooks something with pasta. that's all i ask.

i'm still debating on staying with this company, & ignoring the hatred i have for my boss. or should i try to go to a company that offers benefits. i wanted to work at starbucks, not because i like the company, but because they offer benefits, & i have been a barista before.. it's an easy job. hmm.. i mean, last saturday (at the nail salon), including my tips, i made about $14/hour.. which is not that bad at all, but i will never get benefits with the company. ever. i need benefits more than i want to even think about. i have a wisdom tooth that came in, which was never supposed to come in in the first place, & if i had like 1/2 a cm then it would be fine, but it's pressing against my teeth & gives me BAD headaches.. almost paralizing headaches. then i have a cavity that's so past due to be filled, it causes me so much pain, & really don't want to have to wait & then just end up getting it pulled. i would like to keep as many teeth as i can. i'm sure i have other dental problems, but those are the top on my list. i also need medical care.. i need a different medication for my supposed "gastritis" along with occasional panic attacks, & it prolly wouldn't hurt to see a councelor either. i really hate to have to rely on medication (i try to avoid being a pill popper) but i think at some point i really do need these dumbass doctors. i need them ASAP. for me to say that i need one is just about crazy for me. i went to doctors for 2 years to try to figure out what was wrong with me.. turns out it was panic attacks, & my pediatrician at the time ruled them out the first day i was in his waiting room.. without testing me or anything.

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