so.. i told a little white lie to my boss today so i could get off a little early. the rents are out of town & i said my little bro was sick & i had to take him to the doctor. i told her i would come back when i was done. so, i call her to tell her i'm on my way back & she's like "you are?" i was kinda confused that she asked. she then said "was everything ok?" & i told her i took him to the solantic clinic since they fill prescriptions there.. so she asked if i had the receipt & i told her i left it at home. she wants me to bring it in in the morning.. so i'm loathing going to work. i have to make up yet another story & hope she believes it. it's amazing that this snowballed into something so big when it was no big deal to begin with. i'm gonna tell her that my brother's boss didn't believe him cause he skipped out on a couple days of work this week already & required him to come in with proof that he was at the doctors, or else he was gonna lose his job. so.. hypothetically speaking, it's technically his receipt, he's 18 years old, & he paid for it with cash himself.. it wasn't even my money used. & since there are privacy laws & what not she can't really ask me for anything else cause it would technically not be my business anymore. the receipt would be at his work.. & if she wants to rag on me about it anymore, i'm giving her my brother's cell number & she can take it up with him.

if it gets out of hand, i might just quit. she already hassles me about stupid shit, & there are double standards with dress code. the receptionist gets away with so much shit, i have almost said something a few times. it's just rediculous.. my boss is overly anal & i can't stand it. if she pushes me too hard tomorrow i'm just gonna tell her that i don't have to deal with it, it's not worth it to me, & i'll leave. i REALLY REALLY REALLY hate confrontation.. i'm getting myself almost sick over this crap, i stress myself out too much. i never stand up for myself, so if she pushes me hard enough to quit, then you know it had to be really bad.. i mean really bad.

so, i'm off to try to get to sleep. i doubt i'll get much. i hate being such a worrier & not being able to shut my mind off enough to get a good night sleep.

Labels: anal boss, big mess, in too deep, little white lie, over my head